Adam Fieled's Miscellaneous
Motion/Gravity
Thursday, April 3, 2025
Livid: The Kanzler Saga: Apparition Poem #1181
Just as you couldn’t paint but to vandalize, I had
the instinct to vandalize you, my love. To rough
you up. Because for you there could be no love,
I would assist you in understanding repercussions
could follow from games you thought were fun.
How your green eyes had a problem— you stared
at things too long. That wide-eyed stare, made it
so that (for example) no one could take you seriously
as swish at a first night. Or on First Fridays, as you
tried to swish towards a homing sense you were going
where you wanted to, your simian male friend at your
side. As I said, I wanted to rough you up. You could
never paint to be crisp, only smudged, so that Abby laughed
at how hard you worked to convey retardation (and succeeded).
I could never decide if, behind the wide-eyed stare,
what was there had any genuine innocence. It seemed
to me, to be honest, there was none. Your sense
of complete calculatedness in every respect is why,
how I now kneel before you, my round browns mingling
with your round greens, brown & green smudging each
other to determine advantages, now that the first nights,
First Fridays are all part of a distant past, the time’s come
to choose whether to live or die. I’ve decided to salvage
us. That’s crisp in me. You were crisp about the bed
part of it, for a while, so that I force red into your mix—
Sunday, March 30, 2025
The Posit Trilogy
The Posit Trilogy: Wayback Machine (1)
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Saturday, March 29, 2025
Forthcoming and/or works-in-progress
Poetry:
New Apparition Poems 2013-2014
Fiction:
Also relevant:
Catalog page: Something Solid
Catalog page: Equations
Something Solid, Equations on PennSound
Saturday, March 22, 2025
Adam Fieled: E-Books: Catalog
Posit (chapbook pdf): Dusie Press: 2007
Beams: Blazevox Books: 2007
Rubber Soul: Ungovernable Press: 2008
The White Album: Ungovernable Press: 2009
Apparition Poems (print book pdf): Blazevox Books: 2010-2024
Disturb the Universe: The Collected Essays of Adam Fieled (2nd edition): Argotist E-Books: 2010-2024
Mother Earth (2nd edition): Argotist E-Books: 2011-2024
Cheltenham (print book pdf): Blazevox Books: 2012-2024
The Posit Trilogy (including Posit, 2nd ed.) (2nd edition): Argotist E-Books: 2017-2024
The White Album (2nd edition): Eratio Editions: 2018
The Great Recession (2nd edition): Argotist E-Books: 2019-2024
Also relevant:
Jeffrey Side: Collected Poetry Reviews (2nd edition): 2013-2024
Various: Critical Writing on Adam Fieled: 2014
Books on mp3:
Equations (1), Equations (2): PennSound: 2023